Wednesday, October 14, 2009

falling.for.you

I'm trying not to tell you, but I want to. I'm scared of what you'll say. So I'm hiding what I'm feeling, but I'm tired of holding this inside my head...

~Isn't it that moment where you can't turn back and everything has changed?
Emotions spin wildly out of control. Before you know it, that person is on your mind all the time.
What do you do?
~My mind isn't quite there. I'm glad to say so....
~Maybe a year ago, my mind would have been racing; waiting so impatiently.
But this time it's different.
~It's funny how you think you know what you want, and unexpectedly, it's not.
~You could have been anyone on the road to me.
Who knew you'd be here right now?
And more-so, the question still remains...
Who is it?

I have so many ideas rolling in my head right now. But, the Lord still holds my heart steadfast. He has given me moments to relish, even if for a short period of time. Just letting me know that it will be okay. Just remember in time, it will be made right. You'll get there.
- have hope.
- have faith.
- have trust.

I don't know what tomorrow will bring. I don't know what a year will bring. That's just it. I don't know, and I'm okay with that. I'm happy where I am at. It's been a long time to where I could truly say that. Maybe things are not the way I had planned, but my plans pale in comparison in what is in store for me. I'd rather the Lord dream up some magical story just for me. To have me stand amazed at his blessings.

I'm ready. Wrap your love around me & keep it safe. It's for you.

Some day...

Psalm 143:8

Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you. Show me the way I should go, for to you I lift up my soul.