The world keeps changing. . . friends, family, school, environment... hmmm.
More and more, I realize how much I need to feed off of the Bible and its teachings. I should know a lot.. should I not? But in reality, I only know what I figured I needed at that time. I am far.. far from perfect. Sometimes I wonder how I am displayed to the rest of the world... to my family and friends... to even strangers.
Isn't it kind of bad when we automatically lock our doors [our house, car, etc] because we are afraid something bad might happen? Doesn't that say something of our world?
Do you think that in order to be able to fix the external things of the world like consumerism, that one must be in check with their own salvation and sins BEFORE they can actually take care of the rest of the world? What good is a man to the world if he cannot even help himself? Just a thought.
If it makes sense in some way... it's not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick.. but if the doctor [person of the world] is sick himself, what good can is he? SO the doctor must be healthy in regards to helping the rest of the sick [world]. Right?
I often wonder what life might have been like if I didn't believe in God--Jesus Christ-- and was living life in lust and debauchary. All I know is... people who used to live that way and found God... tell me that they regret their past.. their mistakes... and wish they were as "pure" as the ones who have found Christ before they could mess up their life.
And sometimes I think I have it bad.
There is no way I should be saying my life "sucks."
But we all have bad days.
We all want close relationships.
We all just want to be loved.
s e p a r a t e d.
may we gain patience in this time of waiting.
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