sunsets and broken rings

Yeah, maybe it's just me, but I really don't understand this site at all.... like, you can't see if people have updated [like xanga]...so, maybe it's just not for me... I thought I had to make one of these sites to comment people [but I didn't]. SO-- what do I need xanga, myspace, AND this site for??? the world may never know....

I wish I were just like... a wife/mom or something where I wouldn't have ever known about blogging...

yeah... or maybe not.

isn't it kind of a weird idea... being a wife/mom AND still blogging?? like... what do you write about???
"my kid just had the dirtiest diaper EVER! It reeked up to the high heavens!! I thought I was gonna keel over!!!!"

like, really?

By the time I get married [Lord willing!], I hope I'll be done with constant blogging and actually have a life...

haha, that is like an insult to everyone,... myself included.

Ok... so not much is going on anyway... Once I'll post this, I'll forget how I did post and search all over and use that non-helpful "Help" tool provided on here....

Uh... so I 'lost' my favorite [mostly cuz it's the sparkliest] ring... Somehow, it came out of my pocket of my vest as I got out of my car to hurry over to chapel [which was at the seminary]. Needless to say, I was checking my pockets while I was in my night class [photography]... and low and behold... it was GONE! In shock... I decided just to leave class to go look for it... Meh, who cares... I need to find my ring! I thought. Yup, I do in fact think...
So anyway... I'm so glad I did, but I was sad too, because I didn't bring my purse w/me [meaning I didn't have my license while driving... oops], AND I didn't have my camera!!! I saw the most GORGEOUS sunset ever.... man... I am so mad I didn't have my camera... it was like this deep orange sun.. then the top layer was a deep magenta... then a red-violet color... on top of that was the cloud line... amazing.
Maybe I was meant to see that sunset...
I just kind of stood there for a moment... realizing... how utterly small I really am compared to everything. Things like that just move me to words that I cannot describe... it was just... what I needed to see... I know it makes no sense at all... maybe it's my artistic soul.... and I must say... I am a deep person behind my dumb blonde exterior... sometimes I wish I presented that side of me more... I think people don't take me too seriously... maybe because I hardly ever act serious... but honestly... I'm not stupid. And sometimes I think people treat me like I have half a brain.
Anyway--
Ah, I hurried over to the seminary to look for my ring... I looked and looked... still no where to be found... I decided to go walk up towards the building, thinking... MAYBE it was there... [too bad I didn't park right close to the building]... anyway, I FOUND IT! Then I checked it out... and yes... realized... it got run over... :-( I counted 7 'crystals' were missing from it... a couple looked 'crushed.' The ring was from NY & CO, and I only paid like... $4.99 or something for it... so not a HUGE loss.. but still... that is still money gone... kinda sucks. But what can ya do? Maybe I'll try returning it... Ha!
Yea, I'm Dutch.